Love going out to Singapore

I'm gonna be on a road trip these couple of days, wont be around till wed, unless I can get free internet access somewhere. And I hear of people getting attached by the dozens, oh dear. Seems like God is building a human ark or something, calling people 2 by 2, and then pouring a sea of love for 40 days and 40 nights. Getting attached is definitely something I would want to consider doing, and looking at where I am now.. hoho, no girlfriend for me until 25 when I graduate. Nah I REFUSE to believe there is noone. There MUST be someone out there who can take my rubbish. (NOT THE RUBBISH CLEANER! OR THE RUBBISH CHUTE.)

But honestly I think it is okay for me to be open about such issues not because I want to create a topic point for you people to talk about, like kenneth likes so and so and etc, but because we are all mature adults. Aside from being Godly and all that requirements that most should know, I think Im basically easy to please. The simplest of encouragements makes me smile from ear to ear, think its because people keep saying that Im fat or other things that put me down, that makes me ultra sensitive to such ego-boosting comments and I'll brood over it the entire day. Well, what to do. SNAG (sensitive new age guy) what.


I think I've found someone quite sometime ago that really captivated me. I mean shes quite a simple girl but yet, she has an enormous heart inside. Problem is, dont know if she likes me back.

Her capacity to love is really kinda amazing. Love for her members, love for people, love for family. Though she can be blur, but yet she does have that cheeky ambition tingling somwhere to do something she really wants. Shes the someone who does silly things at times, and yet dosent know. She's someone who encourages and finds out that her encouraging words are displayed on the little notes of my laptop. She finds out somethings about me and yet keeps forgetting and asks me the very same question the next time (sounds like 50 first dates). Shes a person who gives so much all the time that sometimes she dosent have "me" time for herself. She dares to make change the only constant in her life. She wants excellence for herself and for others. She cares so much for her friends that she dosent know what to do for her 21st birthday. Shes the someone who loves God.


I guess, if there was a letter I'd write it'll probably be something like......


something I'd email her MYSELF.


Ps. A note for you:

Hey! Get lots of rest yeah, not easy to balance so much stuff at a go, but you can do it! You can do better than this! Remember thats what you said to me, likewise it can be said the same for you! Circumstances may not be favourable, but if God allows it to happen, then you definitely can overcome it. People arent perfect, but we've to love the imperfect with perfect love isnt it? Irritating they can be, but cheer up, its not forever. Smile, it makes anyone beautiful.

Love from down under.

Who else but me?! haha.